oh wow..where do i start...im so exhausted...i feel like speedy gonzales on crack...i have so many assignments/projects going on at the same time that im lost in a whirlwind of work...its amazing...they may be for separate classes...but to me...its all one HUGE thing...ive been running in and out of my apartment like a madman...spraying things left to right...trying to finish up my flashlight assignment...then there's my mailbox...which i had to sand huge blocks of 4lb Urethane Foam which to me equals a type of human torture...it has tinnnnnnnnny particles that get everywhere...and u cant see it...but u feel em...and its so nasty...god...its makin me cough...so bad...i ate some spray paint too..yum yumm...then theres my vis comm2 hw...which was simple this week...but it didnt matter since the flashlight took so freakin' long to finish wow...and its still not done...the hw craziness really started last wednesday when me fanny shae and jeff stayed at school to do trans. hw...shae left around 3...while the rest of us stayed until 7 am...by that time i was ready to draw cars in my sleep...mind u these are 5th scale of the actual size...meaning...huge ass drawing/renderings...yea it was great...last nite i went to pick up the foam from my friend's locker at school...i stepped out of my car and i could hear coyotes howling...real loud...scary shit...so i go inside and fanny's still in the computer lab...cuz solidworks is oh so fun...hehe...j/k...i cant wait for my turn...next term...ooo...ritee...hehe...ive been so psychotically busy that the beautiful/goregous weather is teasing the crap out of me...man...what i wouldnt give to go to the beach or to the park...so niceeeee....how cute would it be to have a picnic with friends....red&white checkered table cloth and all...aww...good stuff...but anyways...tomorrow is the start of week 9...meaning 4 more weeks of work...then finals...scary....changing the subject ...i had no idea about adelina's funeral...i wish i did...i might have tried to go...but maybe it was just a family thing...i think about it everyday...i am glad that at least her mom wasnt in the car...and is not in a coma...its seems like there's a lot of morbid stuff around me nowadays...or maybe im just looking for it...turn on the news and i hear some armo guy got shot cuz he honked at someone in the freeway...i mean c'mon...what the hell is that about?...ugh...i didnt know whether to be sad or disgusted....and then the whole princess diana tapes....ugh...then bombing in spain...and it goes on and on...the truth is...these things are constantly occurring...its when i think about it and get involved...i truly realize oh crap this stuff is always happening...should i be scared?...well what stopped me from being scared before?...ignorance...yes thats it...its like news channels that start reporting the "coincidental" bar fires...hmm...thinking is dangerous...ill stop............................................now.