*Enter the Craziness, I have...*
Random quotes, words, thoughts, blah blah blah's on my life concerning Art Center, family, friends, etc. etc. Anything important...or not.

12.23.2003
who needs an alarm clock...when theres a guy that cant seem to get the message and calls you every morning at the same time...just last week i was depressed that i dont have a guy that likes me...god i didnt realize thats not where the hoping should have stopped...it has now been updated to...i want a guy who likes me...that I LIKE TOO....jesus...its so incredibly annoying to have someone who wont get the hint...and calls excessively...and flat out says shit like...i want to spend as much time as i possibly can with you...whats that?...and im stuck trying to figure out what route to go with...1. truth 2. lie about a bf..or...3. ignore....number 3 sounds great to me rite now...however he is a nice guy...as slow as he seems to be in this department...i know i cant lie either...anyways...moving on....

i spent the day with Aida...where we went through an entire day of talking like we were raised by a retarded combination of jungle animals...thats what happens when u study for lsats...and when u go to art center...the highlight of the day was when i had germak fasoulia...it was so delicious...thank you aidas mommie and auntie...good stuff....then we moved onto making the fireplace...afterwards i went to The Grove to see Big Fish....great movie...i love Tim Burton's style...where and how did he come upon this...here's one place...if u wanna see one twisted movie see this....Robert Weine's "The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari"...straight out of German expressionism...ok ok lesson over...next story...

going out in LA gives a new meaning to star gazing...no no...not the ones in the sky...god knows u wont see those...i mean celebrities...first was some guy that i cant remember who he is...but i know he's an actor on some tv show...yea i know good one nairi...damn i have to remember...next was Stifler's mom (American Pie)....next...Jimmy Kimmel....next some guy who was on ER for a little while...another guy i cant remember his name....but yea....it was hilarious everywhere i turned i saw another actor...it was great...

It is now 12:53 AM - time for more homework!
12.19.2003
Squirrel Update: He found it under some papers behind the bookshelf...meaning...no treat tonite...too bad =(

It is now 12:37 AM - time for more homework!
12.18.2003
ok now...my last entry was from the dark ages...and now for the brighter side of life...starting with Las Vegas...what a fun trip...first time away from the house...and with friends (Aida, Nora, and Liza...oh excuse me...Victoria, Vivian and Veronica...voops)...good goood combination...from 2 monkeys jumping on the bed...to trying to get buzzed on baileys and another drink that i dont know how to spell...hehe...to walking up and down the strip...taking pictures like a madman....eating good stuff...running from trolley to trolley...experiencing a very hilarious scene in traffic (some guys car's hydrolics gave out and his "homeboys" had to help him out...5 guys and their penis cars...all looked like little school girls trying to fix a problem...oh poop)....what else....the bar at new york, new york....appletini (yumm)....cigarette smoke in my eyes and in my hair...meeting with yaschar(nice hair by the way) and his friend parisa....gelato at the venetian (best ice cream ever)...and after waiting an hour and half for our bus to come back to the hotel...we had a nice 4 and half hour drive home filled with laughter, sleep, and armenian jokes with punchlines in arabic...it was great...thanx for translating Aida =)....all in all...a very interesting weekend...the next couple of days was spent just hangin' out...cheesecake factory with fance, cat and sam...and we finished the night with card games and watched "Say Anything"...such a cute movie...tuesday was shopping at old navy and dyeing my hair with fanny...and last nite was pool nite...its so fun when u have no clue what ur doin'....on another note...im meeting up with one of my pcc friends...and here is his funny story of the day : He's driving home from work and notices a squirrel in the middle of the road and it has its head down kinda looks like he's sleeping...he notices two cars swerve..trying not to hit the poor thing...after he passes by it he thinks i wanna make sure its ok....so he drives back goes to it and picks it up...sees that its bleeding a bit so he takes it to the vet...as expected...the vet says we dont treat squirrels...and suggests taking it to an animal shelter...however..he's really tired from work so decides to go home and take it later...goes home wraps a towel around it and puts it in a box...after he wakes up...the squirrel is gone...now either two things....its hiding somewhere in his house or it escaped...either way...as he put..."he's trippin'"....hehehe...and then he asks me for advice on what to do....hmm...i dunno dude...its not everyday that a person picks up a rodent and thinks hmm...let me take it home...the closest thing i know is a hamster...and thats so weak compared to a squirrel that its ridiculous what advice i could possible have for him...all i know is he might be in some crack or hole in the house...merry xmas...ur getting a treat tonite...scratch-scratch buddy...moral of the story...leave rodents that look suspicious where u found them...yes they look cute and cuddly....but fight it...it will be ok...and remember there is no selfless act...so just leave it alone ok?...ok =)

It is now 4:35 PM - time for more homework!
12.12.2003
wow its been a while since ive written anything with deep thoughts...i feel like ive been through a war and now im at the end victorious...but a little sad...for 14 weeks i was so immersed into a challenging lifestyle....i worked hard and worked with people that were strangers and now almost like my family at school...im overjoyed that im on break and ready to relax...but in a psychotic crazy way...i feel this weird emptiness thats makin me sad...its not the work that i miss...its the relationships that i made among my classmates...i know its only been a couple of days but it feels that way...the further and further i go into this life that ive created for myself...i find myself growing and maturing into someone i am proud to be...however...it has been 22 lonely years not to have someone special to share it with...this deep core of me feels that it will never happen for me...and above all the A's...and hard work that ive accomplished...it really means nothing... its worth nothing...when that tiny element is missing...yes i have friends and family who are happy for me and proud of me...but a part of me needs someone else....for 14 weeks i had no time to think about anything else but school...and now that i have time...my brain is overloaded with thoughts and questions that wont be answered but only added to the overall feeling of sheer and utter emptiness...im honestly tired....i cant think anymore...i dont know what im doing wrong...i feel like just giving up...and just being a workoholic....i will never figure this out....5 weeks of break...too much time for thinking....everytime i think im close to finding it...or him...it turns out i was wrong...all i know is how it feels to be disappointed...and god...i swear...i cant possibly deserve it all the time....cant it ever work for me...so far the answer has been no...and im guessing it will continue that way....time to sleep..and get excited about vegas....maybe a couple days away will take my mind off this...at least itll interrupt it for a while...explanation for my mood: I just watched Last Samurai

It is now 1:58 AM - time for more homework!