*Enter the Craziness, I have...*
Random quotes, words, thoughts, blah blah blah's on my life concerning Art Center, family, friends, etc. etc. Anything important...or not.

10.29.2003
yay...i finished my tombstone...well edgar allan poe's tombstone...but whatever...ive been so tired these past two days....monday's and tuesday's drain and suck every bit of energy i have....i woke up today...and noticed wow...my left eye is nice and red....so blodshot it was scary....i dunno...im completely emotionally and physically exhausted...and the irony is i can go to bed now...but im so nauseous and a bit nervous about everyone else's tombstone's that i dont think ill sleep at all...i cant wait for tomorrow nite...im gonna go to bed early and sleep in...i deserve that much....i think...u know just as this week was lookin' up...eckles decided to dump a shitload on us...as if it wasnt heavy enough....i dunno...just when u think uve had the most u can...its like uh uh...there's more!...which takes me to my next point....2 things art center's location is good for...1. its in the middle of nowhere...u can scream at the top of ur lungs on ur way home....2. its in a freakin mountain side...san bernardino fire anyone...yea....i dunno...sometimes when im walking in the halls at school...i have to remind myself...that i actually go there...that im a student at art center and i feel accomplished...but other times its like...fuckin' A....my locker is on the other side of the bridge and my class is all the way over here...as i was complaining to someone else today...each day i find more and more how much art center doesnt fit me as nairi...everything is taller, bigger, longer, stronger...its tough being short and weak...maybe Ahnold can show me how to buff me up....he's gotta be useful somehow...aside from school...its really annoying when people say that they want to talk to you or hang out with you....and they are persistent about it...but...when u make the effort u find that they were just talking....and they had no intention of reciprocating....that sucks...so not cool...in conclusion....guys are pussies...like an angel who gets wings, they have to earn their balls...

It is now 3:11 AM - time for more homework!
10.25.2003
who in damnation said...hey lets have a class called....visual communication....may the burnnnn....burnn i tell ya!!!....damn this class...its so frustrating....rendering with charcoal...whats that?....now figures i understand...thats fun...thats free...and expressive....its like saying here use this butter knife to cut some wood....ahh!...when u think charcoal what comes to mind?....messy...disgusting...black smears...anyone?....yes thats it....its Fantastic...with a capital F....my god...so yea...good stuff....cant wait to do another 7 weeks of it...woohoo...i feel so lucky...yea!...more to come later....

It is now 10:55 PM - time for more homework!
I have been listening to "12:51" since 4pm...wow...I LOVE...The Strokes....wednesday nite...i got the chance to see them at the Hollywood Palladium....they were so awesome....they sounded so incredible...Cd quality if not better....it was my first concert....but certainly not my last....aside from being molested from all four sides...it was one of those nights that i will alwayyyys look back on and remember how great it was...and how much fun it was to go with Nora and Lucas...the Palladium was really nice inside...with a huge ballroom floor...and gorgeous chandeliers...wow...looking back on that day...i cant believe i actually went...with my intense school schedule...it felt like i was meant to go...all of a sudden...i had time?....how in the world did that happen?...whatever no more questions....it happened period....and i am HAPPY....and afterwards...i ran into a friend from pcc...who...with the combination of alcohol and a great concert...was a little tooooo happy to see me...as i felt my ribs being crushed by hug numbers 1-5 i thought...interesting what a person is like when they dont care....without worries...poor guy...i was laughing at him the whole time.....ive never seen a happier and funnier drunk...that was the ending bling in the bling bling of a day wednesday turned out to be....hehehe....

It is now 3:05 AM - time for more homework!
10.20.2003
I love my friends.

It is now 1:46 AM - time for more homework!
10.18.2003
my brain...it goes...loop dee loop....loop dee loop....and on bad days...out comes poop...poopee poop...la la la la la....ive gone mad...la la la la....ha ha ha...this is what happens when the orange dot...turns into hitler....und ya...i vant to schoot mysaylf...i have school...its saturday...doo da doo da....who has school on saturdays....doo da doo da...my dumbass does doo da doo da...ha ha ha ha...lee daa dee da deh...hmm...i just got really happy i took care of my modernism essay 2 days ago...cuz thered be a lot of dooda's and hoohas...that im sure wouldnt go over too well with my instructor....however it would be an interesting experiment....itd be like...now Nairi....have you lost ur mind...or are u just STUPIDDD?....hmm...doo daa doo daa....i want to be under the sea...in an octupus' garden in the shade =)

It is now 8:20 AM - time for more homework!
10.17.2003
i want to die....i want to die....i want to die...oh yes...i want to die...will someone please shoot me....pleasssssssseee.....i have good days..then i have baaaaaaaaad days...in art centers case....just baaaaaaaad....wow...i feel used...molested by homework....ever have so much work to do....you cant in ur wildest dreams think of how ur going to finish it?....yea...i feel like im not gonna make it...and i honestly am doing hw every minute im awake...unless im sleeping (for 3 hrs) or eating (for 10 mins)....i dunno...i feel like im suffocating....i feel so much pressure...i feel like crying all the time....i feel like i want to die =)

It is now 1:04 AM - time for more homework!
10.08.2003
apparently my name is way too hard....i mean N A I R I....ive heard nay-ree, nee-ree, naa-ree, neh-rari, oooo and the list goes on...if you'll notice they are each examples of someone not knowing how to say it...and instead by subracting a letter or adding one (in the case of neh-rari)....they come up with what they think my name is....THATS FINE....but when my Dev. of Form instructor...not only calls me nee-ree....but connects my first and last name together...it not only makes me sound like im Japanese (not a bad thing...they always have cool sounding names...u know names to get famous by)....but seriously....when was it coined that u say a persons first and last name together...so yea...ladies and gentlemen...i am now Nai-ree-kee....yes yes...its a fresh one =)...enjoy and feel free to refer to me that way...if only ull do me the favor of turning me into an anime so that i can be true to the name and escape this hell hole of a reality that the orange dot has created =)

It is now 8:53 AM - time for more homework!
10.03.2003
What is irony?...Let me give you an example....I go outside of my apartment to spray fix my charcoal drawing so that when Mr. Bradley's happy fingers dance on my project...it wont become a mud bath of my work....anyways....I layout my drawing on the ground...and my neighbors come out...to take a break from all the estrogen in the house...so they sit down and I realize..hmm...I have a mask on...which means they're not protected so I apologize and go downstairs so that they dont take in the life threating fumes from the spray...all the while...I forget that they have come out for a smoke...which means...hmm...Nairi...what will ur 2 mins of spraying do that years of smoking hasnt already taken care of...in which case...i probably protected myself from second hand smoking than from the fumes of that freakin spray that would kill the cockroach after a nuclear bomb attack...this is where I say "Interest"...and Aida would reply "Ing"...my point...they should apologize to me!..hehe


on another note....Happy Birthday Garo!!!

It is now 10:53 PM - time for more homework!
10.01.2003
WOW! Has it really been 2 weeks since I have entered an update about my life? Well I guess that's exactly what happens when a Tidal Wave of homework sweeps you out of reality into this dark and treacherous land, where I feel like Alice in what is come to be known as my wonderland. Just one minor difference - she had an opportunity to experience fascinating new things, where as I am experiencing fascinating new homework assignments! To be completely honest, I would be lying if I said I wasn’t having fun.

So here is an adventure for you: Just yesterday I had to go buy a toolbox - for get this - tools (yes art students are well rounded people). After being humored by the people who I needed help from, looking at me as though I should not know what a hammer is used for, I went from one hardware store to another in search of the right sized toolbox. I was venturing about the stores in LA with my friend Aida, and while I was walking out of a no named store (OSH) the employees were putting together a shelve, when one of them decided that it would be fun to impress me by throwing a metal piece...pity his friend was to busy with 20 other pieces and was not capable of matching wits with this other moron. So it bounces off and only out of sheer luck did it not hit me. Aida wished she had a camera so she could have caught the look on my face. Looking back at it now, all I can think of is how much money would OSH pay me had I sued them for negligence? Yet another question left to abyss of maybes.

Well since the last time I ate that day was too long ago, Aida and I headed over to Pat n Oscars, where I enjoyed a delicious Gyros Pita Bread Sandwich (You should try it). And then I was off to home where I walked into my bedroom, looked around and dove back into what is considered to be homework!

I don't know exactly when I will get back to you sweet sweet blog, but I promise definitely as soon as a near death/lawsuit event occurs

With much love
Pretty in pink nails!


It is now 10:29 PM - time for more homework!